OK, I have been seriously slacking with keeping up on posting this stuff but here is the quick and dirty.
So onto the other stuff, I got word the other day about a close friend passing away; we lived next to one another for decades, grew up together, watched our families grow and what not. Apparently he took his own life, and that left me speechless as it is not something I would have ever expected to hear having happened to him. Outwardly he had it altogether for sure, but there was something. But regarding the whole suicide thing, damn people, there is nothing worth taking your own life, it is possible to recover from anything, you just have to share how you are feeling with the people around you, with professional help if that is what you need to get by but damn do something, because you are leaving people behind that love you and care for you.
The other thing I am up to is reading this book, The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning (https://amzn.to/2IOu3pc) I highly recommend picking it up and giving it a read. As I have mentioned before I grew up as a Roman Catholic, and had those principles shoved down my throat for a long time, and at some point decided it wasn’t for me. That was around 15 or 16, and I turned to Satanism first Laveyan, then later on Luciferianism. And with both it has nothing to do with believing in Satan or anything like that, but believing that you yourself are your own god. Well, lately this just hasn’t been doing it for me, but being a catholic again would not do it for me either, so with the help of a friend who turned me onto this book and some other stuff I am going to be finding my way back to God because it just seems to make sense to me at this point in my life, there was something missing, maybe this is it, maybe it isn’t. But considering myself a Christian surely will not be harmful at all.
OK, well that is enough for now.